Hi Yutaf, I was not going for depression, as I'll explain below, but rather an expressive grieving with a swirl of emotions, memories, and imagination of what and who once were and now are.

"Depressing" is a pretty specific emotional qualifer, one that I associate with a lack of, or internal hiding of, expression. It's a muted, dark, thick bog of abject misery, often wallowing without an outlet to pour out or vent.

Perhaps "melancholy" was inappropriate to include as a tag, as it is synonymous with depression, so I've removed it. Thanks for commenting.